WITNESSING MURDER: PSYCHIC RECOUNT

In my book How to Talk With Spirits: Seances, Mediums, Ghost Hunts 

I share many personal spirit and ghost encounters, 

most of which are pleasant and healing,

but some, like my murder cases are not at all pleasant to experience. 

People are often curious about how a psychic/medium, like myself, get insights to murders and what it's like for them experiencing it. 

It's not easy to talk about. It terrifying. Sad. And ugly to witness.

I know because I've been psychically murdered as well as witnessed murders.

I've worked with family and police with my psychic impressions of murder victims. In respect of the family I won't give the name of the victims or information leading to discovery.

Unfortunately, I learned, the experience of being a part of a murder investigation doesn't always leave your psyche or life easily. 

Two cases I experienced continue pop up throughout years for some reason or the other. 

Like a chance meeting of the child of one victim and an interest of a documentary producer.

Working on murder investigations is incredibly sad. You see a tragic end of someone's life.  A person hurt beyond what you'd ever want to imagine.  It will often continue to be a mental, emotional, physical and psychic disturbance for many years. 

My first witness to a murder took years to solve and finally communicating with the victim to envision her having some peace and healing of spirit.

My first murder case: How I became involved:  I didn’t know the victim nor her family but a friend's friend knowing I was a psychic medium asked her if I had any insights. 

With that question I received psychic information. It came through a most terrifying dreams – actually more of a nightmare.

This case was about a horrendous murder that include rape of a mother whose child was in the home at the time.

During the dream I was the victim. Now, if you think that’s most interesting, don’t.  It's not interesting. It's horrible.

It was terrorizing! Fighting for your life, stumbling over furniture in terror - hoping to escape being killed. The smell of the killer, the touch, the fighting back - for your life! 

The pounding of my heart so loud it drove out the screams.

Only upon waking did I slowly become aware I was not the victim. I wasn't dead. Shaken and trembling I felt physically ill - drained. 

I regrouped and was able to remove my physical reaction from the victim although couldn’t shake the emotional fear nor the mental images. I related all to the victim's family, the house, furniture, what happened, how it happened They confirmed all my details were correct. I drew a picture of the killer. It was as they and the police suspected.

In subsequent dreams I could “see” the scene from a distance, as though viewing but not being. The victim told me more about her situation, her life - what was going on - she shared her great sadness over being separated from her daughter. She still pointed to the suspect.

It was not as she or the family or the police thought but could never prove. Twenty years later and with DNA proof the murderer was a serial killer of several people, mostly women. An evil man who died in prison but was never charged of these murders rather was in prison for burglary. 

These dark visions and spirit interactions can lead to attachments. When you interact with low life vampire entities and evil humans if you're not careful they can attach their energy to you. 

When a murder is experienced by psychics mediums they also deal with the darkness of the killer and that fear and ugliness can create a sense of paranoia. Worrying, will I be next? Was it a prophecy? I sought a couple of psychics to help me resolve my anxieties.  I asked them why had the spirit pointed to the wrong suspect and both had their own theories: she somehow blamed the person said one. The other said, she was showing you a person she needed to be there to save her. 

I've never fully recovered from, in any way, adding to the misery of the family from sharing information that was accurate. My next case would be much more helpful with the conviction of the murderer who is still in prison.

I worked on a few more murder and missing persons cases with police involvement but no longer wanting that dark energy, retired from doing cases. 

Read more about attachments in a previous blog: https://witchgoddesses.blogspot.com/2017/10/spirit-attachment-when-spirit.html  

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